Thursday, April 19, 2007

Long time no see.

Wow, I'm sorry.  Things have been crazy and life is just sort of messed up right now, and I haven't had the time to rant about it for a while.  As such, this post may be a little scatterbrained.
I need to get out of this rut.  My sleep schedule is so screwed up I don't know when to sleep anymore, and when I do it's in my car.  I haven't exercised in who knows when, and I've lost about 10 lbs in the past three weeks, and it's not healthy weight either.  My neck and back are so full of knots from work and carrying my backpack and textbooks that I've lost my full range of motion for my arms, not by much, but still.  I just want some time to eat healthy, go to the gym for a little each day, and to wake up early after a full night's sleep.  Way too much to ask right now.
I am so ready to be done with school.  This year went by faster than High school did, but I think that might have something to do with the lack of "just get me outta this place" mentality I had my senior year.  Working roughly 30 hours, plus 15 credits (= 30 hours of suggested homework time), plus about 10 hours a week just in driving, and I'm frazzled.   
I had a small breakdown today about failing all my classes, which was only helped by my health teacher.  She's someone I can't stand most of the time.  She teaches what she believes instead of what the textbook says, and we've often battled over facts in front of the entire class.  Today however, she earned new devotion in my eyes.  Today we reviewed for her final by going through it all, with her telling us the right answers, and she allowed the class to take the final right after that review.  I nearly kissed her.
So now I have one final that I have an A on, and only 4 to go.
I've given up all hope of passing math.  I'm not math-minded and I never will be. If there's even a bit of english involved, I have no worries, but math...Moving on.
I don't even want to talk about my love life right now.  It's a sick, twisted mess and I should be shot just so it doesn't continue.  I'm sorry to all those, Aubrey in particular, who have been present over the past little while as I've ranted/gushed about it.
I really miss people. I haven't had much time to think about it as of late, but there are so many people I've neglected.  I want to change that.  I'm working this summer, but that's about it.  I want to spend time with everyone, so if you're ever in need of a partner in crime, give me a holla!
I'm way excited for Addison and JD to come home.  It's been way too long.  Oh, and there's supposed to be a welcome home party for Addison sometime soon, so I'll try and get that info out ASAP
Gnar...