And now, for a bit of a rant;
I am seriously starting to freak out. Alan and I came out to APX with the hope that we would actually be able to earn enough money to get us completely out of debt. So far though, we are just accumulating more of it. Maybe it's just the stress of having Alan gone for the second week in a row (which will most likely turn into a third as they go to their new area next week), or maybe it's the stress of not finding a job that works, but I am nearly at my breaking point.
I hate being such a baby about Alan being gone. I'm constantly worrying that everything will go right. I had hoped that I would be able to help out with some of his installs when he's in town, but that's not an option anymore. So for now, I'm sitting at home alone waiting for a job offer to come through and hope that it will be something that will have a pay off soon.
Gnar... I hate this.
If anyone knows of anyone who is hiring (online or in the St. Paul/Minneapolis area) please let me know!
